Okay, I'm not really sure how to say this, so I'll just say it:
Could I have possibly "solved" my productive musings in a measly
43 entries? It would appear so.
After a scare on Monday and Wednesday, the nurse from my newly-appointed OB office called me today to say that my hormone levels are very high, which is "very good." Sure, things could go wrong. But for right now, at 4:04 pm, I am pregnant. For those two nights I sat in my bathroom with one prayer on my breath, repeating it over and over to whoever or whatever was going to listen: Be Kind.
After the past five years I know that odd things could happen but I am trying to stay positive. It's a weird feeling. I woke up this morning and ran to get the pregnancy test because I really thought I must have been dreaming last night. But there it was in all its Clear Blue glory: a bright blue plus sign.